Thursday, March 30, 2006
wa.
come home after eat only
keng chee comes up with a question asking me if i have changed alot since pasir ris.
i didnt give him full details abt wad happened
but yeah
i gave him a testimony abt wad God said to me
abt the circumstances and wads meant to happen will happen.
then he said " i wish i was a christian"
wa dam happy la
i always thot he damn anti.
yay.
now i shall post a lame joke
joke:
Following last week's news that Origami Bank had folded, we are hearing that Sumo Bank has gone belly up and Bonsai Bank plans to cut back some of its branches. Karaoke Bank is up for sale and is going for a song. Meanwhile, shares in Kamikaze Bank have nose-dived and 500 back-office staff at Karate Bank got the chop. Analysts report fishy going-ons at Sushi Bank and staff fear they may get a raw deal.
lolx haha lame... New paper always got these stuff one.
>hate is in the air at 8:42 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
ok
all those who say bb sux after i publish this post, no matter who you are, will be ignored, in class, in msn, email will be moved to junk email, messages and calls will be ignored.
i don't care if u dun read this.
thats final.
i dun care.
i feel so accomplished.
completed philo essay draft 1.
and let in 2 goals only today during soccer.
i made a hell lot of saves man.
=)
>hate is in the air at 8:44 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
sigh
failed my mep test.
11/25
im a noob.
and i composed the piece for oboe quite ok.
juz that it was Gm and i thot it was Bb.
so had to rewrite.
but couldn't have done it without gan.
oh ya and last nite i prayed abt everything, abt forgiving and everything.
guess wad.
my parents gave me pocket money + $30 to pay gan
that rox.
GOD rox.
GOD is more imba than anyone else in the world =)
haha
well felt better after the talk with terence.
tho no time to learn chords.
=(
>hate is in the air at 6:39 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
wa f*** la
why do i have such a life.
why?
im unfit, my music sux, studies sux
basically everything sux.
and this morning my parents said they would NOT be donating to bb week.
i cant meet my target without them la.
they never support me in anything i do la.
pri sch dun allow me to run, say wad too tiring. like others never run lor.
and imser i donno how fatigued i am
and the ppl in my class all so anti.
say what no money, donated and all the shit.
then no one in my class donate.
the only close frens i have are in bb
sometimes i feel no point in living leh
like tamade im not supported by FAMILY in anything i do.
and they are supposed to be closest to me.
and im having so many problems
im not even on talking terms with my parents now
over some thing where they keep keeping my things then i got pissed.
my homework all can't find.
then some ppl keep pestering me for money.
like i dun want to pay him and get it over with la.
you try being in my life for 1 day.
fuck la and you think im so bloody rich, think again.
u see i dun join any competitions or buy any useless stuff needlessly.
eh seriously la if this happens to me in class im gonna cry or something la.
i cant cry at home.
parents will SCOLD ME FOR CRYING FOR NO REASON
sometimes i just dun get it la.
whymy parents liddatone.
i noe they make sacrifices and all
but totally unreasonable la.
F*** IT LA
sometimes i see no point in holding on, in persevering
sometimes i dun wanna continue on.
sometimes, i cant think of anything at all.
nothing.
not even how many fingers im holding up
im serious.
its all fuzzy inside.
i've been holding on for so long.
but family problems, school and insensitive pplare pulling medown.
i cant hold on any longer.
i dont see any point in holding on as well
i'll just let it go.
sms me if you thinki need help. or msn me.
and im not talking to my classmates.
hate most of them
i dun learn anything during class.
***********
well bb today was slack.
fall in the usual shouts of fidgeting
then ce was smsing thru it la.
and doing sick jokes with dong and ivan and linus
then release at 5.20
WAIT UNTIL 7+ TO END AQ BRIEFING LA
@#$%^&^%$#$%%$^%
tamade
so long
after that stripped geoff tho.
i got the video xD
not sending anyone
>hate is in the air at 8:23 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
im sure lor
last nite sleep at 12am
then must wake up 5.30am to go school help sec one noobs with their uniform.
the sec ones are seriously lucky man...
my batch didnt get this sort of thing.
only post wad "GetYourUniformsRight.doc" on the egroup
and guess wad
the sec ones have it too.
gerald and i are sad that their batch got their target results announced, but ours didnt
xD
sigh at enrolment service so jealous la
kieran playing bass drum.
then during fall-in of colours, kieran got a bass drum solo xD
sigh slept during sermon.
couldnt help it.
lulled me to sleep.
when i slept for only 5.5 hours for sec one noobs
suddenly i like slow and sad songs,
signs of depression eh?
i can send me my whole playlist.
all slow songs.
yesterday my dota name was iwannacry
inspired by anyi. (actually plagiarised but that's beside the point)
after a few weeks
everything builds up again.
i hope linus gets better.
i dun wanna go aq.
i will die lah.
wait another year.
see i so weak.
sniff
sob.
='(
i think my blog song applies to my depression
except the love part la.
>hate is in the air at 8:30 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
wa siao.
kallang to tampines.
first checkpoint walk liao.
first and second checkpoint dam long la.
then the rest quite ok.
at the church, i said last check point (safra) run to tampines mrt i can.
when i had the paper of the checkpoints
then called yizhang at tampines mrt
yizhang: what?! you're at tampines mrt? but thats not the end point!!!
pwned.
so walk to entrance of tampines mountain biking trail.
then jappy grp come.
so joint first.
here, i would sincerely like to apologize to lamzy, junming and binglong for slowing them down considerably during the hike, and for telling them the end point was tampines mrt when it was not.
after that dotaed
early game got farmed on until so siao that lamzy told the others not to farm on me.
lamzy linus me vs jappy ivan siow benkhoo and binglong.
i was using sk.
late gamed i lvled 4 times in 1 min.
i got 4 kills too =)
i see linus going to kill them burrow strike.
=)
walao
why am i so unfit?
lag like siao la.
sigh...
i feel like crying all over again.
i think i should
>hate is in the air at 4:34 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
SIAO LA
gastric how to aq?
so i skipped most of intervals.
did sets.
after that died again.
then met anyi at mrt.
then died again.
zomg die so much.
i shall not skip lunch ever again.
>hate is in the air at 8:05 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
today rocked
didnt do english assignment
serene seow extended it till tmrw.
didnt do maths.
kelwyn ng didnt collect.
didnt do total defence.
miss tang not available.
=)
after bb
went for a eat with zach and terence.
then couldn't find anyi at macs.
she said she'd be there.
but we found her at mrt
listening to mp3.
=(
i want my mp3.
i better start my summary.
>hate is in the air at 8:53 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
shldn't have gone.
look at wad happened to me.
damn bloody pissing.
found out got maths hw, science asknlearn thingy.
brought summary to lee's house to copy his only to find that he didnt do as well
was asked to pass the ball in nba live 06 when there was no one, and i asked him pass the ball back, he say u didnt pass, so why shld i? tamade. like he damn pro liddat.wun mention names(playing 2v2)
haagen daas ice cream cake gave me diarrhoea(gragh how to spell?)
cut two toes while playing football
broke two toenails while playing football
discovered how sucky my goalkeeping is (to a deeper extent)
f*** la.
f***
how to upload song?
cant upload anywhere.
F***
only good thing that happened was frm last year's bottom of the table juve to todays 2nd placed juve =)
beat siyuan 2-0, lee 1-1, gan i forgot, its either draw or win, shannon 5-0, sheep 2-1, shannon 1-1, lee 0-4 =(, marcus koe 1-1, marcus koe something i forgot.
lee - Lyon
siyuan - Man Utd
gan - Barca
marcus - Milan
sheep - Pool
>hate is in the air at 8:06 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
yes!
got my first 3-pointer at zach's house.
some more chop
=)
before that and after that played xbox.
nba
wa so pro.
stoudemire top stealer -.-
and iverson is chaoji fast.
superstar trigger + dunk for nash = fake shot and pass
dam nice la
then pass to marion.
marion dunk.
woohoo.
dunk + superstar trigger = imba
then played gb
owned zach.
until he change to asate.
then own 50% only.
i love my boomer ultra high angle.
95% hit
=)
i think i still lost my touch.
back-shot 25% only
=(
>hate is in the air at 8:32 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
was gonna run 5km.
cramp after 2.5km
so i went home.
as i type this, there is something wrong with the blogspot server, which makes a Error 403 thingy appear.
i hope they repair it soon
>hate is in the air at 8:59 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
wa just jogged 5km in 25 mins.
quite slow -.-
i've been having this bball craze recently
u see my msn nick
basketball players.
players missing from my nick cosof a lack of space are dwayne wade, amare stoudemire, jermaine o'neal, shaq o'neal.
maybe got more.
i donno.
ah yes.
yao ming.
and my dp is shawn marion.
>hate is in the air at 7:41 PM
today archery.
tampines safra.
i almost won the souvenir arrow
maybe because ben khoo feed me
walao keep shooting my board.
almost got me disqualified
darius won it
bullseye some more
pro la suan me
then after that we go lan
i used magina.
reached lvl 23 only =(
1 treads 1 wraith band 2 bashers 1 hyperstone
wanted my butterfly.
at least i died 7 times only
record.
going for a 5km jog now.
be back later.
have fun mock aq ppl.
>hate is in the air at 6:35 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
so fun.
at first teacher say my belaying not so good.
then after that he said i was good. also a natural climber
lalala happy life...
afterthat played bball.
i scored a few.
i think i scored more than jiwei.
oh ya, and i REJECTED jappy.
and dong rejected zach.
yay i love zhang-ge his team sure win.
i was his team 3 times.
waited for dong and zach to bathe.
then we went j8 to eat.
tamade no space.
so we went home.
i ate at the mrt station near my house.
full...
>hate is in the air at 4:07 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
thank god for ziploc bags.
thank god for aq trainings.
make the hike so easy.
but i shall not talk about that first.
ok:
Day One:
Start of camp.
Bagcheck
die...
take everything out put on groundsheet.
toiletries and shirts on northwest corner.
water bottle in middle.
everything else on right hand side.
take out and put back in for donno how many times.
die ah.
pump so many.
cos never help guodong whose hand injured
peide who's bag too small.
kieran who's too slow.
my bag was big enough to stuff everything in.
thank god for ziploc bags.
out and in.
easy peasy.
lemon squeezy.
ok then all the time limits and stuff.
cannot meet wtf?
all the later ones, esp. 3rd day, all can meet.
with flying colors.
maybe we were too slack la.
hike hike hike.
8km from chinese garden to west coast park.
rawr
walk almost the whole way. although the only time when we bashed, my navi-ing, was highly successful, though i made the mistake of going overhead bridge instead of going traffic light.
sry ppl.
(i shall put the below part in white, what was wrong with the hike, but i was about the same last year, only different roles now.)
sec ones never push one leh. say run walk some more. sigh why. i was liddat last yr also.
walk and walk. my calves died of too much lactic acid.
reach west coast, pitch tent, eat dinner. all ok until after campfire, where we had to change into pe. after powder bath, no ri pe. OMG. i brought all house-t-shirt. die.
thank you samuel soh.
lend me one shirt.
ok then not everyone wear ri pe.
change back into polo.
ppl forget to take stuff, then sec 4s kope.
evil ppl.
but that's not the point.
then change back again.
this time ok.
fall in got blank files everywhere
yong qian called them invisible privates.
then sleep at what 10.40pm
i woke up at 1.45am, then i went toilet.
went back to sleep
Day Two
wake up 5.30am, unpitch tent and wash up be ready by 6.45am.
we were ready by 6.15am
so eat breakfast.
take the bread.
dip into peanut butter.
bully the sec ones haha.
no peanut butter for them.
little peanut sec ones.
lol
ok then we set off.
16km hike back to ri.
first checkpoint reaching then gabby had to follow benkhoo into a wrong turning when the checkpoint(nacli)50m away. smart. walk extra 2 km.
but ally with squad 1.
got samuel soh to talk to.
since i had aq training and am able to run to catch up, samuel and i were sweepers. we stay behind talk cock and when got gap shout "close gap la".
no gap i also shout.
i wanted to lose my voice.
but i didn't
oh wells.
2 more years.
until my voice is gone at march camp.
then at moe building, darius got stickers. dam funny la.
stick on his face.
encourage wei han by saying, reach henry park fast i give you one of these.
omg so funny zach and joel laughed.
on the way made to do cheer.
for a 1.5l of H2O. as in the isotonic drink. not water.
ok while walking to romanian embassy, zach:
i should be at home eating breakfast. then he goes on about his sunday lifestyle.
then he says: why am i hiking with short ppl in the hot sun... bla...bla...bla...
and he answers his own question.
"cos im a bb boy"
LOL
walao dam lame.
ppl walk so slow, got time limit to reach everywhere now ah.
i still hate ppl for walking like no one's business.
walao got lost so many times. lucky i wasn't navi.
back at ri.
form the word pancakes.
then wash tent.
bathe.
wear RI PE again. tamade, no ri pe.
wear back the pe shirt for the 16km hike.
lucky jonathan the sec one got extra.
he lend me
*hugs jonathan*
didn't have to wear dirty shirt to sleep.
ok b4 sleep.
prepared for fire drill.
torch and poncho.
shaun ang: dont take out ur shoes. if you do, you will have to do some soul(sole)-searching later.
walao so lame.
then lights out:
shaun ang: why are you all having private conversations? we are lance corporals.
OMG
gerald darius and i laughed like siao la.
fire drill
omg die...
pump pump pump. run here and there.
ppl start to fall out.
then run 3 rounds SYNCHRONISED, with a timer la.
left left left right.
walao so hard.
sec ones set pace, i say ok.
then samuel soh set pace
wtf
have to run more cos he run so fast
sry to the ppl behind.
then i anyhow kope a poncho and lost my torch.
ok then go back to sleep.
barely 45 mins later.
jappy wakes me up
say fall in the lt area.
i go look in platoon 3 room.
MY TORCH!!!
yay.
then we go lt.
thot it would be very short.
then i turned out to be morning games.
siao our sleep time play games.
especially when the games are find light sticks and get card combinations(poker)
i need my beauty sleep.
zach made us forfeit for like how many years only to find out he has an illegal hand and thus the forfeit is forfeited.
also cannot trade in.
walao.
after everything, sq4 got overall 4th.
sleep till 8.00am
fall in at 8.20 am.
Day Three
breakfast.
keep tents.
suprisingly, our lesser than normal time limits were all met, while the longer than normal time limits on the first day couldn't be met.
sigh...
then fall in still got invisible privates and yongqian talk to them lol
area cleanup.
sq4's toilets were above satisfactory.
ok then lunch
then finale.
dismiss!!!
play soccer.
walao i suck la let in 1 ole goal, one chip, and one at the far post.
walao all double team me.
then i go up play attack.
almost scored one.
then i screwed up and hooked it straight at nat
grrrr
i got so much space no one pass to me.
yiquan dam imba la.
chest head kick.
so pro.
somemore box-to-box
then eat kfc with dong and terence
go home.
prepare for concert.
reach ome change and run off.
after concert, typing this post.
>hate is in the air at 11:05 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
why cant they juz let us off on last day of term?
stupid t&f
waste my time.
i went to basketball court instead.
siyuan and co. play bball.
i run around the court 10 rounds
and do sets.
then shannon and i go to the gym and i run 20 mins non-stop on treadmill at abt the 1.5 mins per round speed.
i really wanna pass my 2.4
sigh tmrw got camp
sure get pumped one.
if never get pumped at all i chop
>hate is in the air at 7:53 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
today talked with mr fong.
felt quite ok after that.
then assembly - class interaction.
WTF daniel lol
then after that eat j8
walk walk walk
finally bought my ink.
then went cell.
i think i was the only one that cried.
then lie down on the floor for damn long.
get up only ppl start sermon alrdy wtf
>hate is in the air at 7:40 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i think everything around me is affecting me la.
the night b4, what with family stuff, feeling scared that i may do something stupid when feeling LOW and rushing much stuff,
i let in a freak goal in pe.
slow ball.
went thru my legs.
sigh...
wads happening to me?
WAD???
>hate is in the air at 7:57 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
its raining as i type this...
not that heavy
juz raining
like my heart...
it look sunny outside...
but it's a world of chaos inside.
well today after mep went to take photo with darius.
then went to buy solid
which cost $8...
well i hate my gel la...
so might as well go buy it.
then on the mrt, i was thinking
abt my life...
abt everything...
abt everyone in my life...
and i would like to thank these ppl:
terence for lending me a shoulder to cry on
longkuan, dong, yongqian, zach, jappy, daniel, matthewtan, siyuan, gan, chunyin, kengchee for just being there when i needed it the most...
they try to make me feel better.
i would also like to thank tuckwai and dehong for doing most of the science project so that i dun have to worry so much about it.
tho i dun think i will be getting well so soon.
could even be dragging on till T2W3-4
maybe
today it happened again.
my mask came back.
i joked.
laughed.
not the usual max.
the quiet max.
the lonely max.
i want him back.
tho in geog lesson there was no mask.
feeling lower and lower
i shall post my totally useless hopeless cct results here.
english : 13/25
maths : 26/30
chinese : exam is tmrw. need to mug.
science : 30/30
geog : 11/20
history : not returned yet.
sigh u see i get all the lousy results.
my science and mathsnow can perform ct time cannot perform
i donno why
i feel like a failure.
a total failure.
sigh...
>hate is in the air at 5:51 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
sometimes i just like to hide behind a mask.
like in english.
hide like siao.
i dun think ppl could see my struggles.
everything that goes on inside me.
in english laugh alot.
keep saying "make sense and make sense"
then she say only she makes sense
everyone call me bootlicker.
i say "ma'am doesn't wear boots!! ma'am wears high heels!!" and she's abt my height wearing high heels.
suan la suan
sigh...
i dun like masks.
i dun want it.
i want my real me.
come out wherever you are max.
i want you back.
i want myself back.
the real me.
the real me doesn't like company.
the real me is quiet.
lonely.
no one except my partner.
someone who needs love.
alone.
the real me wants to be alone.
anywhere.
still struggling to get back.
on to the right road.
almost no one realizes my problems inside me.
that im struggling.
well after bb i went alone with terence.
then related my probs to him.
my family.
everything.
in the middle.
juz cried.
let it out.
everything for the past 10 years.
all in my heart.
gave it all out.
out out out.
get it away from my life.
this time i wasn't so depressed as to cut myself (sry to the guy for making a reference no offence)
but who knows, maybe next time got even bigger disaster.
i might go kill myself or sth
land myself in hospital.
sigh...
i've juz decided.
not to join bq this year.
need to settle my probs first.
juz wanna be alone.
alone.
>hate is in the air at 8:32 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
today went for kayaking again
meet at kallang mrt 9am.
take 11 to national stadium
then walk to KSSC.
morning we did revisions.
then all was well until assessment.
i did well for everything except capsizing.
tapped one time then go up already.
lunch teacher asked someone tapao for me.
then he wanted to practise capsizing.
he asked me what was wrong.
why was i so scared.
then i broke down.
i just really broke down.
everything was just a blur.
couldn't help it.
everything was rushing to my mind.
all these things seemed to be saying, " why am i so lousy? why cant i swim? why cant i hold my breath underwater? why am i so scared of water???"
and i think this is all true somehow.
why am i so physically un-inclined? why cant i run properly? why cant i run fast? why cant i hold my breath under water? why cant i not panic under water? why am i so scared of water? why cant i goalkeep properly? why cant i defend properly? why is my gpa so low for a person who got in by merit?why cant i be a more efficient learner? why cant i remember anything i mugged for? why cant i pose properly? why am i so forgetful? why do i always quarrel with my family over small disputes? why am i always drowned in homework that is overdue? why am i so scared of almost everything i never tried b4.
sometimes i just wonder.
why i was born like that. why did God create me liddat. why did i have such a life? Why do i have such poor time management?
practically everything was in my mind at that time.
couldn't help it.
juz cried.
after just 3 days being refreshed.
my life has got into the life 4 days ago.
everything all back to normal.
i need to be refreshed again.
i wanna go to church more often.
i just want a time where i can let it all out.
no one to disturb.
just go on and on and on.
my life is in shreds.
its unsalvagable.
cannot be saved.
everything so lousy.
all the more i shouldn't quite band...
only thing i'm good at.
listening to the slow S.H.E songs now.
really feel like crying.
letting it out.
but parents around.
sigh...
i really need a time.
to let it all out.
maybe after bb tmrw.
terence can help?
im juz a little fragile boy hiding under a mask. not a bubbly lively boy.
all the poser stuff are just masks
the teacher was really kind.
encouraging me all the way.
when he gave out the certs, he juz gave them to gerald and asked him to give out later for "personal reasons". i really must thank him alot.
at the end of the day, when they at office laminating the certs, i was outside, thinking, thinking.
i didnt feel myself qualified to go in.
i was inferior.
i was not good enough.
i sat outside.
felt like crying.
but thx matthew tan he sort of try to counsel me.
thx man.
thx. he also told me the science his group the area of expertise
cos my group all slackers.
sigh...
why do i have such a life?
why?
>hate is in the air at 7:13 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
today got kayaking.
meet at kallang 9 am.
reach there early.
so went macs eat hashbrown.
then all came
take cab there.
dong says," Kallang Sea Sports Club."
taxi driver brings us to Singapore Dragon Boat Association.
grrr.
walk walk walk.
dont see the club in sight.
call junyuan and ask him.
he say ask the SDBA
so we walk back and us.
i asked.
they say no KSSC. only got Singapore Water Sports Centre.
we walk there.
we see many six pecs and one guy doing pull ups on some sort of bar.
then we find out its not the place either.
ivan calls junyuan again.
i call darius.
darius says he is at the KSSC.
so we ask him how he go.
he say walk pass an underpass.
juz nice got 1 in front of us.
then ivan said junyuan told us to walk on the expressway.
which was above the underpass.
walk walk walk
see another flight of stairs.
see yong sheng walking.
then we go down.
talk to yong sheng
turn around.
its the KSSC!!
reach then see darius running.
so there were 7 ppl in our class.
darius ivan dong linus me some-attitude-sec-4-from-clementi and another ri guy.
then we learnt all the basic stuff
i kind of liked it.
then came capsizing.
i failed horribly.
we had to go underwater, which is wad i hate.
first hug ur boat and rock it until it capsizes (im sure anyone would capsize themselves)
then tap three times on the hull of the kayak (who in the right mind would do that when he is in an emergency and your legs are trapped horribly in the kayak?)
then get out on the side where u put ur paddle.'
then swim to the bow and shout help with ur paddle upp, holding on to ur kayak.
i did all that.
except tapping.
i was panicking cos my legs were stuck like siao.
totally unable to get out.
im ser i tap first then care about my life.
where got such thing.
then we went to bathe.
the instructor damn open
public toilet.
got many showers in the toilet.
not cubicles
then he strip fully.
OMG
linus got shocked.
then we went home.
in my wet shoes.
at dhoby ghaut dong waited for his family.
and me and linus said family = wife = yuki =)
lol.
i was smsing samuel soh all the way home. linus tried to peep :(
now my sms count is like 623
omg must cut down le.
tmrw still got kayaking
>hate is in the air at 9:56 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
cant believe it.
i did 12.30 for 2.4 with a stitch.
omg i like this.
then we jogged to a 25-storey building at bishan park.
i died during that segment.
out of the 4 sets of stairs, i did 2.
so 50 storeys.
first one 6 min +
second one 6 min (i was first cos dong and zach got stitch)
omg i'm starting to love myself.
then we did 2 sets.
40 push-ups, 30 dips, 40 crunches, 20 leg-raises, 20 squats, 20 calf-extensions.
for push ups i timed.
DOWN!!!
1
DOWN!!!
2
...
...
...
...
...
DOWN!!!
21.
"max! slower la. you too fast already. cannot catch up!!!"
=)))
loving it.
then when we walking back, was walking fastest. no one supported jogging so cannot jog.
sec ones wad time were u released?
=( didnt get to see them.
then went home.
p.s. bryce wad did you do to my chanter? it feels so bloody loose.
>hate is in the air at 7:39 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
felt really refreshed today after cell grp.
got touched by big daddy up there. =)
was like he removed some rusty thing from me.
then put a new one in.
and samuel soh, aiyah i told him i wouldn't blog about it.
question of the day: am i going for aq or band tmrw?
cos i not in aq team.
sigh.
bring both la.
means tmrw can play football.
juz now lunched with sam soh.
he was telling me abt the thing that happened.
and cao cao by jj lin is nice. too bad no space.
in my phone.
sigh.
i think have la.
i lazy to transfer.
>hate is in the air at 9:04 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
got sam soh's real nick le.
luckily i log al my chats.:
woo hoo! class party at east coast park!!! can see her liao!@@@@@@@@@@
yay
so happy.
wad u think he will say when he sees this?
>hate is in the air at 10:10 PM
juz now in abit of a rush.
juz now met zach's fren anyi at macs.
then we went home together.
sec 4 girl + sec 2 boy?
almost same height.
totally chance meeting.
anyway i got my own girl le.
then these two river valley girls keep looking at us.
tamade.
was talking to her abt the bankruptcy of max 'cos of sec ones.
anyways i got the hiringa bag.
the sec one orientation 2006 bag.
i think if i use it.
ppl will think im a sec one.
i think i shall.
its much bigger than my current bag.
i wish i had stayed in pasir ris.
can take mrt here wads wrong with that?
then can see her everyday.
sigh...
>hate is in the air at 9:29 PM
=(((
samuel soh and bryce are making my sms bills go up
100+ smses per month
become 450++ in half a month
thats siao.
and i juz bought gel for bryce, sneakers and a new computer
and going to buy solid for samuel soh
oh no
some one is going to have to treat me to lunch.
bryan no longer is the king of posing
i overtook him.
cos he doesnt know that holding ur hp and wallet in ur hands = pos3rness.
yay
most poser in my class.
you know, we should start an SPA in BB
Short Posing Association.
me, sam soh and bryce.then year by year ppl will be applying.
until a time when all the sec ones that come in all wear high socks.
then we get own3d.
=(((
each member will receive a complimentary hair styler.
which i gave to bryce and am going to give sam soh.
argh...
$-(
i want money. then can buy poser specs, more ankle socks and totally poser shoes.
then employ a personal hairstylist to make your hair poserish.
=)))
we need to get more sec ones to wear ankle socks and pose.
walao today at bb got pumped.
15 only lah no kick.
but 10 were because we didnt do arts badge homework and 5 were because we didnt do the pushups together.
well time to get back to my chinese compo(due 2 days ago)
>hate is in the air at 8:30 PM